Heavy

This week has been a “Heavy” week… I feel the weight of the pain and struggle of people I love. It is the weight of depth and evaluation. What is it that defines peace in ones life, what is the content of ones heart that truly loves, what would life look like without regrets? What does it take to authentically trust the Lord with your future and your identity?

I have much to learn and I need the Lord’s help to grow in my trust of Him and the circumstances of my life. I have come up short, and I pray for my Lords forgiveness, guidance, and mentorship. I have drifted and tried to navigate life in my own strength and my own wisdom….. Today, I again must surrender to my Lord again and commit my hopes and dreams into His loving hands.

I continue to come back to what a father of a child said to Jesus, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!” I want to be the man the Lord designed me to be.

Have a wonderful Sunday night!

~B